it really makes me wonder….
Friday
FridayFridayFridayFridayFriday. Okay Shut Up. I wanna Drink Lots of beer tonight :)
Oh my, it will be interesting to see how this plays out.
IT IS GONNA BE A HELL OF A WEEKEND SERVING GERMAN SAUSAGE AND MUGS O’ BEER. I BETTER GET SOME REST.
You’re on your own…
you are only able to give the gifts that you are truly able to recieve.
you are only able to recieve the gifts that you are truly able to give.
should you not be promised to recieve everything you give? if you’re not then what makes the golden rule worth following? nothing, because humans are selfish.
i spend my life trying to give so much to the people who i care about. maybe they are not capable of truly letting in what i have to offer so they are not able to offer it back. it’s almost like people take things and filter out what they don’t want and absorb what they think they need.
sometimes i feel like i’m being stomped into the ground and then dragged around a bit; for a few days. i am in fear of making a mistake because it judges every other decision i am making. sometimes i feel really alone when i am surrounded by a group of people i call friends. sometimes i feel like i have nobody to lean on. everything with everyone is so conditional and all about someone’s convenience or prefrence at the moment.
my perception of reality is becoming masked like the bright, warm sun gets covered in a cold, dark cloud. my optimistic spirit is deminishing. it is being taken from me. i ask a lot of questions and a lot of them go unanswered. but i never ask myself why life is worth living because i know. can i tell you? no. i can just feel it. but lately i have realized that you have to feel the worst things in this world to feel the best. there is a big equalizer in everyone’s life at some point. but for what? how is it any different from not feeling anything at all? what makes it better to go up and down as opposed to just staying in the middle? what is wrong with neutral?
i don’t want to lose it, this spirit of mine. it is good and free and loves to feel everything. it loves to laugh and it loves to cry. i don’t want to take that for granted or feel like it is uneccessary. it is difficult to stop an unwanted change. but i can do it.
why can’t you play in my country, somewhere close to me? I must be able to experience this. I need to see you live.
There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure…
Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams…
You never know where your influence stops.
Love you Kenny Kelly :o)
